Chapter 495 when a thousand sails are exhausted, don'st forget your original heart
It's not like fighting, it's like killing yourself. Much like her at the beginning, when she was under house arrest in the castle by Gong ou, she called muqianchu to ask for help. At that time, she also thought so. She is not fighting whether he will save, just giving herself a reason to die. He is going blind. No wonder she saw him rubbing his eyes all those days and he couldn't see any more. It suddenly occurred to her that when she was a child, she had carved a line on the board that year. She and mu qianchu squat under the tree. Mu qianchu's eyes are not focused and he looks at the front. His white and clean fingers touch the dent on the board. He asks her, "Xiaonian, I really don't know a few words. What do you want to read?" "Guess." In the sun, she said, holding her knees and staring into his eyes. "I can't guess." Mu qianchu shakes his head and raises a smile on his lips. His smile will always be gentle and indulgent. "Thousands, sails, crosses, exhausts, does not forget, the beginning, the heart." She read it out word by word, and then said, "I've carved it for a long time. You touch it here, and I've carved lace, which is very beautiful." She never forgot to show off her talent for painting. The young man with fresh and clean eyebrows touched the carved patterns on the board, and his smile became more and more brilliant, "thousands of sails are gone, and he never forgets his original intention. That's a good sentence. You and my name are in it. " "What? Where can I get our two names? You're the only one. " That's what she said. "If you have your name, I will have it." That's what he said at the time. He was stubborn. That day, she pondered on the board for a long time, and could not see her name in the middle. "That's a good sentence. Do you remember the meaning of the first thought? It refers to the original intention, which is innate goodness, sincerity and innocence. " She seemed to have said such a sentence, mu qianchu nodded, stretched out her hand and shook it in the air, then put it on her head and patted it a few times, saying, "I see." He said he knew. When Xiaonian stood there with her hands around her arms, she didn't understand something before, but now she understands it. Thousands of sails over, do not forget the original heart. Never forget. What he does not forget is not the so-called original intention, but her. Reading is not forgetting. "Manager Feng! The housekeeper One of his men rushed down from the yacht and rushed to them. "Manager Feng, it's not good. The teeth with scars on the eyebrow were covered with poison and killed himself." Take poison to commit suicide. “……” When Xiaonian listened, he closed his eyes. "Loyal followers." Fengde stands behind shixiaonian and sighs, with some admiration. He turned to look at the whole island, which is still beautiful in the night and full of sadness. The sound of airplanes circling in the sky was so loud in the quiet night. Feng de looked up and asked, "what's the matter?" "The Chamberlain is here. It's Gong Jue and his wife." Someone replied. When Xiaonian stood there in silence, without a sound, Fengde was shocked, "why didn't someone tell me? Miss Xi, hurry up. You can't face the baroness and Madame When Xiaonian was in front of the palace, he was like being blacklisted. There's no good for her to stay. “……” Shi Xiaonian looks at the worry in Feng De's eyes, shakes his head, then turns around to leave and walks towards the apron. The one who should come is always coming. She can't hide and doesn't want to hide. She doesn't want to hide. She wants to live openly and find Gong Ou alive. Feng de accompanied Xiao Nian to the tarmac. The winding road was not easy to walk. By the time they arrived, the plane had already stopped there. The wind is very strong. Then, a bodyguard came to Xiaonian and put a gun on her head. …… One new year, another new year. Time passes in silence, dyeing the hair of the old man, the eyes of the mature youth, taking away the childishness of the children. This is time, which no powerful person can resist. The fifth new year will come soon after Gong Ou's disappearance. It's been four years since I disappeared. The fog in Britain is heavier than in previous years. An ancient castle is shrouded in clouds. Leaves fall on the clear lake, reflecting the macro view of the castle. Two retro cow leather retro boxes are on the ground. The door of the antique car is pushed open. A young woman comes down from the car. Her long hair is slightly trimmed, and it hangs down to her waist. A face is made up of light makeup. Her eyebrows are slightly deep, her nose is small and pretty, and her lips are light and tight. She was wearing a heavy overcoat, wrapped herself tightly, and tied a scarf around her neck. "Xiaonian." She was called. When Xiaonian looked at the beautiful scene in front of her eyes, she was feeling that she had entered the scene in the old British movie. When she heard the sound, she turned around. Feng de closed the door, stepped forward, bent over and picked up two suitcases. He wore an old pocket watch on his chest and a loving smile on his face. "My adoptive father, I will do it myself." When Xiaonian laughs to get the box. In the four years of Gong Ou's departure, shixiaonian and Fengde almost lived on each other. One day, she called her adoptive father, and Feng de was cleaning the window glass. Without any surprise, she naturally answered that, and then continued to clean the window. From then on, she became his only daughter. "It's a man's duty. Come on, miss gongkui and young master Gongyao must be waiting for you. " Feng de said gently, carrying the trunk and stepping on the fallen leaves on the ground, the leaves made a rustling sound. "Well." When Xiaonian smiles and nods, he goes inside, missing in his eyes. How long hasn't she seen twins this time. For three months. The two children must have grown up a lot. The palace family was very generous. She didn't ask for her life in that year. Even for the sake of twins, she gave her a "gift" that she had no place to rely on and no background. In a year, she spent one month with twins. How to spend it is up to her. So she allots 30 days a year for several times, so that she can not always accompany her, but at least witness the growth of twins. Walking into the palace, you can see the man in the white shirt and plaid vest brushing the horse with a brush, the woman in charge of the flower garden bowing to her in the skirt with a big skirt and smiling, the boys and girls carrying a basket of fruits and petals and joking and passing by. There are birds flying in the sky, chirping. Some people came out to show that they should drive away the birds, so a group of well-dressed servants rushed around with bamboo, which was very funny. This is a very ordinary morning. Something ordinary happened in the palace. "Here you are, Miss Xi. This way, please." A blonde maid in a black and white business dress came up to her and bowed politely. Every time I read it, I won't get a particularly polite way of entertainment. It's all straight to the theme. "OK, please." I nodded. "I'll go and say hello to my wife." Feng de smiled and looked at shixiaonian. Then he walked in, not with her. When Xiaonian followed the blonde maid through the long corridor, the maid was trained to be very qualified. She didn't talk much all the way, even walked lightly, but she didn't make any noise, so she avoided walking like a ghost. When entering the palace, Xiaonian feels that he has become more restrained. The maid took her all the way to the palace. Xiaonian had to admit that she had lost her way. But soon, she knew it was coming. Because a string of sighs came from afar, which was full of childishness and made people laugh. It's the sound of sunflower. When Xiaonian looked forward, not far away was a Western-style Pavilion, in which several servants stood in the corner, with two small tables in the middle. Two small figures crouched in front of the table. A little boy, a little girl. The boy was dressed in a serious dark suit, sat upright, and grasps the pen with his small hand to write something. The girl was sitting in front of the table in a layer of vintage dresses. In this windless weather, the sun was warm and the girl was drowsy with her chin on her head. Two children with very different personalities. In front of them, a teacher with brown hair was dancing and talking. "Shh." Before the maid went forward, Xiao Nian put his finger to his lips to signal that she would be here. When Xiaonian went forward alone, he leaned against the pillar, put his hands in his coat pocket and looked at the back of the twins. His eyes were warm. They are getting taller again. "Shall I not study? I want to play." Gong Kui sat there with a small face on his back, completely in an irresistible tone. "Dear Miss gongkui, if you can recite all the noble etiquette exactly like your brother, I can let you play." The teacher stood there and said. "But I can't recite it." Sunflower depressed. "It's none of my business, isn't it, Miss Gong Kui. You have to be patient. Let's continue our class." The teacher said with a smile, raising his eyes just when he saw Xiaonian, he bowed his head to her and saw that she didn't disturb, so he went on to class. Gong Kui fell on the table and listened to his head grow big. He sat on a small stool and drew back. He looked sideways at his brother. He said softly, "holy, you must have separated my patience and intelligence, so you can recite everything. I can't recite anything." “……” Gong Yao sat beside her and looked at the book on the table, silent. There was no expression on a small face and indifference of different ages. See elder brother ignore oneself, palace Kui is more depressed, cry aloud, "I am so stupid, I am so stupid, I am so stupid." Gong Yao looked at the book with low eyes and long and warped eyelashes. Listening to her voice, he suddenly reached out his little hand to the edge of Gong Kui's desk. As soon as he reached over, Gong Kui hit his little head on the table. He didn't hit the edge of the table. He hit his hand. Gong Yao's long lashes quivered. "How do you know I'm going to crash?" Sunflower is more depressed. Before she hit the table, he reached for her.