Chapter 646 about my brother
"Don't think of marriage as terrible. The upper class stresses the unity of the strong and the strong, and the common people stress the right door. Isn't it?" Gong Yu said, and smiled at her again. "My son is the heir of the palace family. Your children don't count. In this way, I'm still taking advantage of it. I've been free for more than ten years. When I come back, I still have such a big family to inherit." He said so pointless, as if he was the one who got the benefit. When Xiaonian looked at him with red eyes and said, "I mean, do you want to get married? Do you want to? " Gong Yu's face was stagnant for a moment. He turned his eyes to look at her. His eyes were dim and fleeting. For a long time, he leaned back in his chair. "Xiaonian, don't blame and feel guilty to me so much." “……” "Well, I'll tell you something. Maybe you'll feel better." Gong Yu said, putting his hands on his legs, and looking down at his fingers, "there was a time when I was heavily burdened. I always failed to finish what my father arranged for me. My father always scolded me. He always said that I would be half as good as Gong Ou's IQ, which was the most stressful period for me." “……” When Xiaonian listened quietly. "That's when I met your brother." Gong Yu said in a low voice that when he heard about his younger brother, Xiaonian's body shook violently, and he finally wanted to talk about this story. Just why now. "At the beginning, I only thought that he was a lively and cheerful little girl. He was like a pistachio breaking into my world. Whenever I was depressed, he would always release me and bring me happiness." Gong Yu said, referring to the man's lips with a slight arc, "he is very good at painting. His paintings always have a bright color, which makes people feel comfortable." When Xiaonian listened quietly, his eyes were more and more red by the wind. "We're a little bit younger, but I'm just attracted by him. It's like a huge magnetic field that people can't control themselves." Gong Yu looked at her in a low way. "It's getting stronger and stronger. So one day, I'll give him a piece of paper and write," Xi Yu, brother likes you. When you grow up, brother will marry you, OK? " “……” Shixiaonian looks at him. On the viewing platform, Gong Yu suddenly smiled bitterly, "he told me, brother, your Chinese is not good. My jade is not a jade of beautiful jade, but beside the gold character, which means solid gold and precious jade. Only boys can take this name." Xi Yu, Xi Yu. Yuzhe, Baoye and Jianjin are indestructible and have strong metaphors. They are totally different from the jade characters that girls often name. Hearing this, Xiao Nian was shocked and looked at Gong Yu stupidly. "At that moment, I knew that my Chinese was really bad." Gong Yu said with a wry smile, with an indescribable sadness in her eyes, "I stood in front of him like a fool, and then left." "You're gone?" When small read Zheng ground to ask. "I've had a girlfriend since I was 16, and I can't accept it." Gong admitted, "later I returned to England and was reprimanded by my father again. At that time, my pressure was stretched to a limit, so I decided to bring up the plan of feigning death that I had prepared for a year." "Is that it?" Asked shixiaonian. "At that time, I didn't answer any of Xi Yu's phone calls, but once I mistakenly answered them. He was very concerned about me, so I casually said two sentences about the recent pressure, so I didn't have time to talk to him." Gong Yu said, "I think if this goes on, the relationship between me and him will gradually fade." Generally speaking, there is a sad "but". "But the little fool came to England, and I perfunctorily answered his time. He asked me, and Gong Ou asked me, and that was the day when I was going to escape by feigning death." Gong Yu said in a low voice, "I can't change the time. I have studied so much. The body is ready, and the extent of the car burning is calculated. Even the weather is calculated. I can't change it at will." "So, you still chose to feign death on that day." Shi Xiaonian said, so Gong Ou blamed himself for this for many years, and even self mutilated; Xi Yu was deeply hit and went back to Italy and was seriously ill, so he became a good son. Gong Yu's plan affected two people. "Yes." Gong Yu nodded and her long eyelashes trembled slightly. "I thought my death was just a matter for me. Gong Ou was sad for a while and then he was OK. As for Xi Yu, who was smaller, he would soon forget me." “……” "Xiaonian, I'm such a selfish person. When the plan is successful, you don't know how excited I am. I haven't considered my father, my younger brother, my housekeepers and servants, let alone Xi Yu. Gong yudun said the name of Xi Yu with a tremor in his voice. When Xiaonian looked at him, "this is where you say you feel sorry for Xi Yu." "After the success of feigning death, I felt that I had not been all relaxed before, and had a long period of free time." Gong Yu said, "I saw Xi Yu once in a chance occasion. At that time, he just came out as a soldier. A picture fell from his book. It's mine." “……” Xiao Nian's eyes were red. "I ran like a cowardly deserter, and he, in that place, found night and day." When Gong Yu looked at it, Xiao Nian said, his eyes were getting red. "For a whole month, he went to that place every day. I knew he was looking for me, and he was waiting for me, but I would like him to take what he saw as an illusion." When Xiaonian sat there, he couldn't help but say, "you're really selfish." "Not some, but very selfish." Gong Yu said to himself ironically, looking up at the blue sky, "at that time, I knew I owed him. I had been protecting him in secret for those years. I tried to protect him for everything he did. I always wanted to find an opportunity to make everything clear and let him not wait any longer." "Did you say that?" Asked shixiaonian. Gong Yu shook his head and closed his red eyes reproachfully. "I didn't show up in front of him until his plane crash. When his body was recovered, it was the first time I came to him." “……” When the plane crashed, Xiaonian thought of the feeling of suffocation. It was her first and last telepathy with Xi Yu. "He put a book on his body before the plane crashed, opened it, and still had my picture in it." Gong Yu said, "do you know what's written on the back of that picture? That's what I wrote on the note in Chinese. " Xi Yu, my brother likes you. When you grow up, my brother will marry you, OK? “……” "He tied the book to himself. At first I didn't understand why he did it. Later I understood. Maybe he always knew that I was watching him in the dark." Xi Yu knew that he would be the first one to come to him, so he had to put the book on him when he died. When hearing this, I couldn't help it. Tears came down and my voice trembled. "So, my brother is waiting for you until he dies?" He knows that Xi Yu is waiting for him, but he is not willing to show one side to make it clear? Just like Gong ou, he knows how much Gong Ou has suffered because of his death, but he refuses to appear. "I'm sorry, Xiaonian." Gong Yu closed his eyes. "Now I understand why my father looked down on me so much, because I am a cowardly, incompetent, timid and selfish man, and I look down on myself." “……” When small read bit lips, raised hand to wipe away tears. She finally heard the story of her younger brother, but why was the story so sad? She even thought that Gong Yu was eloping for love, and even that Xi Yu was also cheating for death in the plane crash. She thought that maybe the two of them had been in contact secretly. She never thought this story would be like this. Her good brother has been waiting for a man since he was a teenager, until he dies. Gong Yu's eyes were red, covered with a layer of water, and his voice became a little hoarse. "So Xiaonian, don't feel sorry for me. I'm a person who can't do anything well. It's all my value to be able to do something for my brother and my mother." At this time, the two horses came back one after another. It was the red horse who came back to the horse farm first. "I lost." Gong Yu said to the servant below, "the winner will be rewarded with a set of jewels and will go to my room to get them later." "Thank you, young master." Gong Yu's eyes were red and he was laughing. "This horse is also very fast. The land as big as the palace family is coming back so fast." “……” When Xiaonian couldn't hear it, he stood up and walked down, tears running down his cheeks. "Xiaonian!" Gong Yu shouted behind her, "I'm sorry!" The voice was full of guilt. I'm sorry that it should not be for her, but for Xi Yu, who has never heard of it. When Xiaonian ran back to his room, Gong Ou was sitting barefoot on the bed, which was a pile of ancient books. He was looking for books there with a pair of black frame glasses. When he saw him, Xiaonian hurriedly turned to his side, rubbed his eyes and face with his hands. He didn't want to look like he had just cried. Gong Ou is there to turn over the book. The speed of turning over the book is very fast. When he turns over one, he throws the book on the ground, and then goes to turn over the second one. There are also books on the ground. Shixiaonian went to him and looked at him. "What are you doing?" "Find something!" Gongou cold tunnel. "What are you looking for?" Asked shixiaonian. "Find out how to overthrow the eldest son and seize the inheritance right." Gong Ou impatiently throws out a book in his hand. Damn it, so many rules, so many rules, is there any precedent that the second son inherits? I'm bored. I'm tired of reading such a book. Smell speech, when small read quietly looking at him, then stoop to pick up the books on the ground and tidy up, the whole person sits on the floor, body against the end of the bed.