Chapter 195 but I fell in love with him
I will never let go of the dream. When I was in a hurry, I blurted out, "I know we are two extremes, but I love him!" She cried out loudly. “……” Mu qianchu looks at her stupidly. Last time in the restaurant, she just liked Gong Ou's description. How long has it been? She said Love? The weather is especially hot at this moment. The heavy rain suddenly made a noise and drenched the two of them. "Qianchu, I'm sorry." The way he stayed made shixiaonian feel more guilty, but she pushed his hand firmly away and turned to her car. Rain bit by bit hit her face, especially the pain. Mu qianchu stood behind her and said loudly, "Xiao Nian, if you go today, we will break up!" “……” When small read stupefied to stay, in the rain stunned to turn to look to admire thousand beginning, "thousand beginning?" She didn't expect him to say such a thing. "Xiaonian, has my respect for you become your indulgence?" Mu qianchu stood there, the rain washed his soft face, the wound on his wrist was wet by the rain, and the faint blood dripped down. "I know that I am not good to you in the six years of my amnesia, so I want to make up for you, what you say is what you want to do, I never intervene, but I never thought that because of this, you will one day Leave. " “……” "Do you know how afraid I am of you falling in love with Gong Ou? From the beginning of all kinds of temptations, from the departure of you in the amusement park, I have been living in speculation and apprehension." Mu qianchu said word by word in the rain, "do you know how happy I was when you took off the ring on the overpass? I thought you put Gong Ou down." “……” "So I let you go, I let you have a time alone, but I didn't let you fall in love with Gong Ou!" Speaking of the end, mu qianchu was a little hoarse, totally different from his usual gentleness, "why? You promised to come to me first. You forgot? " “……” "Why do you want my worst fears to happen?" Muqianchu looked at her, eyes with water, distinguish tears or rain. Why do you want to let the things I'm most afraid of happen? When Xiaonian listened to this sentence, his heart hurt fiercely. It was not only the thing he was most afraid of, but also the thing she was most afraid of. But what happens is what happens. She had no choice. “……” When Xiaonian didn't know what to say, he stood there silently, tears running silently. Moqian first saw that she was no longer determined to go forward, a few steps forward, came to her, black eyes looked at her almost imploringly, "since I recovered my memory, my faith is only you, and only you are bright in my world." Next second, he pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly. From the false memory, he is beside the parents who only care about Mu group, the sister who only wants to fight for power, the Shidi who takes medicine for him, and the Shifu who wants to control him. Only she, the girl who lifted him from the snow, is the only clean color in his world. All he can pursue is her. So he walked to her carefully step by step, but as a result, she still wanted to leave him, so determined. “……” When Xiaonian listened to him. "I can't do without you. Xiaonian, I beg you. It doesn't matter if you don't love me now, but I beg you not to leave me. If you are gone, I don't know what is left in my world. " Mu qianchu hugged her tightly and refused to let go. When Xiaonian listened to him, he suddenly felt afraid. She had never thought that she had such a great significance to Mu qianchu. "Qianchu, you don't want to do this. I'm not so good." He scared her. He said she was his life-saving straw. He is begging her not to leave now. He begged her He is the young master of the Mu family. Even when he was fostered in his family, he was noble and noble with a young master's attitude. He begged her now. "I know." Mu qianchu held her firmly in the rain. "Shall we start again? Small read, we start afresh, lead back to our two small have no guess life When Xiaonian tried to push him away, he held him tightly. Her hand slowly fell down, "Chiu, I can't go back." So sad. She did not know that mu qianchu was gentle and kind to her. If she could, she would also like to choose him. "You can go back as long as you don't see Gong ou." "You still care about me, or you won't come back when I sign the contract, or you won't run over when you hear that I'm seriously injured." "Thousand......" "You care about me, Xiaonian. Come with me. Let's leave this place. Everything can start again." Muqianchu let go of her, put her face in his hands, and looked at her affectionately with one eye. "You forget, we said we should have a home together." “……” "We are the same kind. It doesn't matter if the whole world doesn't want us. It's ok if we have each other, isn't it? Don't you always want a home? We'll register right away. We'll get married right away. We'll build a home of our own. Okay, huh? " Build a home of your own. It's good, that's her dream all the time, but she never had her own home. Mu qianchu holds her face and looks at her expectantly. The rain hit him hard. When Xiaonian moved his lips and looked at qianchu in front of him, he said difficultly, "qianchu, I've fallen in love with him. Even if I don't see him, even if I'm not with him, my heart can't hold another man. Do you understand?" Words fall, her warm tears overflow her eyes. "Never mind, as long as you're with me." Mu qianchu now has a crazy stubborn face. "It's not fair to you and me." She said. "I don't want to be fair!" Mu qianchu looks at her with a loud voice. "But I don't want to hurt you, let alone delay you." Shi Xiaonian said, slowly reached out and pushed his hand open to open the door. Mu qianchu stands there and looks at her figure. Why is it useless for him to say so much? Why is it useless that he begged her? "Isn't it hurt you to do that to me?" Muqianchu looked at her and said that his tears slipped across his cheek. Fortunately, there was rain to cover it. He didn't even wipe it. He laughed at himself and said, "if I knew it would be like this, I would rather let Shidi turn me into a fool!" He found his memory, but he couldn't find her. Smell speech, when small read is about to sit in the car body a stiff. Is it true that she is too cruel to admire qianchu, but what can she do? Who can teach her how to do it? The screen of her mobile phone on the seat suddenly lights up, showing the accident news and a voice message. It's from Gong ou. When Xiaonian was stunned, she quickly picked up her mobile phone and put it in her ear, and then she heard Gong Ou's gloomy voice ringing in her ear -- "shixiaonian, even if you really want to throw me away as a pile of garbage, you should give me a confession! I want you to tell me that you didn't love me! " “……” Did he think she threw him away as a heap of rubbish? A phone suddenly inserted in, when Xiaonian picked up the phone, only to hear the anxious voice of Fengde over there, "where are you, Miss Shi? Hurry up to the overpass, young master has an accident." Hearing this, shixiaonian asked nervously, "how about Gong Ou? Are you hurt? " It's really Gong ou. "I don't know. I just arrived at the scene. The accident is still being handled. It's raining so hard that I didn't even find the figure of the young master. The car has been damaged." Feng De's eager voice came, "it's all my fault. I shouldn't help you, or the young master won't come out to find you alone..." When Xiaonian listened to her stupidly, did Gong ou have an accident to find her? "I'll be right there!" Shi Xiaonian said that when she left her mobile phone in the car, she would sit in it and suddenly realized something. She stood there stiffly and looked up at the people in the rain. Mu qianchu stood there, with a mocking smile in his eyes, just standing in the heavy rain and looking at her. "Qianchu, I'm sorry, I can't bear your feelings." When Xiaonian looked at him guiltily, slowly said the words that hurt people, and he was about to sit in the car. "Since you can't afford it, why spend six years trying to evoke my memory? Why can't you afford it when I restore my memory?" Muqianchu looked at her, pale. "I'm not losing to six years, I'm losing to Gong ou." He is not strong enough. He does not have gong Ou's ability, so she chooses Gong ou. He is not lost to the passage of time, the fading of feelings. He lost to Gong ou. If there is no Gong ou, she is his. When Xiaonian looked at him, he was so sad that he bit his lips. "I don't know what to say." At this moment, she really didn't know what to say. She said sorry is hurt, and compensation is hurt She didn't know how to deal with mu qianchu. "Don't say anything." Mu qianchu stood in the rain, wet all over, "as long as you know, you leave my sight today, we are saying goodbye." "You don't want to..." What is farewell? Don't old people talk to each other? "You can make a choice. I will respect your choice once more." Muqianchu looked at her and said, his voice was almost hoarse. When Xiaonian looked at his pale face in the rain, her long eyelashes trembled slightly, and her hand on the door was hit heavily by the rain. Time seems to solidify in an instant. "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." When Xiaonian heard her shaking voice, she didn't hesitate to sit in the car and turn around to leave. In the rear-view mirror, mu qianchu is still standing in the rain. He is thin. When small read teeth bite lips, die to bite, drive away ruthlessly. Since she has fallen in love with Gong ou, any hesitation to Mu qianchu is hurting him. He is the one she cherishes. She can't bear to hurt him. “……” Mu qianchu stands alone in the middle of the road, letting the heavy rain wash his figure. He looks at the car and leaves his sight without hesitation. He slowly closes his eyes.