Chapter 394 make my last meal
"..." It's more than three months since his daughter saw the photo for the first time. It's better than her. She hasn't seen the photo of holy, and she hasn't heard the voice of holy. It's all about imagination. "You painted holy?" Asked Gong ou, staring at the picture. She drew holly and Xiaokui too much, not like brother and sister, but like sisters. “……” When Xiaonian silently lowered her eyes, every picture she took for Xiaokui would draw a picture of her son's existence nearby. Once in a while, if you look far away, you will feel that her twins have never been separated. "You drew it wrong. Holly's eyes are not as big as the anemone's, a little smaller. The color of his eyebrows is a little heavier than the anemone's." Gong said as he handed the photo to Xiao Nian, "please revise it. I'll tell you." When small read stupidly looked at the picture in the hand, the lips moved, some difficultly said, "I don't want to listen." Gong Ou stares at her, and Xiaonian lowers her head. She holds the photo with her hands. Her fingernails are white, showing her little mood. Gong Ou found that there were many small movements, and she controlled her emotions in this way. Before that, was it the same with every time she met him. "You never asked me what Holly looked like." Asked Gong Ou in a low voice. "I don't want to know." Shi Xiaonian said, his voice was astringent. "Why?" Asked Gong ou. When Xiaonian closed his eyes, put the photo in his bag, and said after a long silence, "you don't know the mother's obsession with the child. You know too much. I'm afraid I'll rush to see him and rob him regardless." holy。 She didn't do anything for the baby she didn't even see. She can't do anything except draw a little picture on the picture and pretend that he and Xiaokui are growing up beside her. She has even given up on him completely now. What's her qualification to know his appearance. "Is it?" Gong Ou looked at her and asked, suddenly turning to the subject, "Shi Xiaonian, tell me, how did you spend the past six months?" Smell speech, when small read to understand the real reason that he got wet last night, is Xu Bingxin's words stabbed him. "You don't have to care. It's all over." When small read low head light tunnel, try to say light, let it become a thing of no mention. "Now that it's over, what can't be said? Say, I want to know. " Gong Ou asked in a deep voice. A gust of wind blew. He coughed softly. A pigeon pecked at his vamp. He was indifferent. Cough. He is still ill. "Gong ou, go back to the hospital if you feel sick. N.E has so many things to do. You can't be tired. " said Xiaonian. He had been silent for half a year because he wanted to find her. He could not afford to waste his time on her. "If you don't, I won't go." Palace Europe paranoid tunnel. When small read pucker lips, silence a moment just way, "really nothing, is to give birth to twins when the body is exhausted, you see I am not very good now." I've wasted my body, and that's all. "And what else?" Asked Gong ou. "No more." "What did they do to you in the tower?" Asked Gong ou. "They are very good to me. You know, the palace family wants the children in my belly, so even for the sake of children, they won't take me for anything." "Charles is a good man, too. He always takes care of me," he said Gong Ou stared at her, eyes deep, "I want to hear the truth. "Cough." When the wind blows, Gong Ou coughs. When Xiaonian listened to his cough, he frowned tightly, closed his eyes, and finally said truthfully, "I didn't like the feeling of being bound since I was a child. At that time, you abandoned me, and I was imprisoned in a tower by the palace family. The imprisonment itself was enough to make me miserable." "And then?" Asked Gong ou, with thin lips. "In fact, when I was imprisoned in the first place, I thought you would come to save me, but they always intentionally or unconsciously revealed to me how well you live and how happy you and Mona are." When small read a wry smile, "blame my ears soft, at that time, I believe. So I hate you more and more, day by day. " “……” Gong Ou listened to her voice and held her hands on her legs at will. "Later, knowing that there was no hope of escaping, I gave up my life. Later on the day of birth, the palace family deliberately passed on the news of your engagement oath to me. I didn't know why, so I gave birth ahead of time. " For the first time, Shi Xiaonian talked to Gong Ou about his half year experience. "And when you get home to the table?" Gong Ou continues to ask, he actually wants to know more details, but she softens deliberately. He believed that she suffered more than that. "After I was born in England, I was taken away by qianchu overnight. When I was brought to Italy, I was very weak. At the beginning, qianchu tried to hide that one of my children had been taken away, but I still knew." Shi Xiaonian said, looking at the pigeons on the lawn looking for food. "Since then, I've been a little worse. But my family takes good care of me. I'll get the best doctor and make the best medicine. Now I'm well recovered and can continue to work. " “……” Gong Ou listens in silence, eyes staring at her, eyes dark and deep, face cold. He just kept looking at her. Her poor health is accompanied by his reasons, the high fever in China, the early production in Britain, the grief of losing her son in Italy. Every time, every time because of him. For a while, Gong Ou said in a low voice, "you should hate me. You should kill me if you want." He just ruined her. Smell speech, when small read light tunnel, "Gong ou, I don't hate you, really. I've experienced so many things and said so much before, but I still have some complaints about you in my heart. But now, I can tell you plainly that I don't hate you, Gong ou, not at all. " She didn't hate him, and he suffered a lot. She couldn't bear to blame him any more. She only hoped that he would be safe and healthy in the future, and would not suffer any more because of her. "No hate, no love, right?" Gong Ou said in a low voice, especially dumb voice, in the wind was so a touch of sad taste.. He slowly left a stranger's shadow in her life. His voice made Shi Xiaonian's heart shake. Gong Ou sat there, folded his long legs and said in a hoarse voice, "next month, Mona and I are really engaged." He stated one thing without any vehemence. When Xiaonian raised his face to meet his deep vision, and looked at him with some consternation. After the reunion of self-respect, almost every time they met, they were as calm as they are today for the first time. For the first time, Gong Ou spoke to her so calmly. She could not fathom what he was thinking. Seeing her silence, Gong Ou's eyes are full of disappointment, "nothing to say?" "I......" "No congratulations." Gong Ou interrupts her directly. “……” When Xiaonian bit her lips, she didn't know what to say for a while. She lowered her eyes, and Gong Ou's voice sounded over her head again, "look into my eyes, and answer me!" His voice is hoarse and his tone is strong. Xiaonian looks up at him. She was bathed in the sun. Her little face was white and soft, and her eyes were black and white, especially clear, reflecting the sadness and gloom. "Is it better to follow mu qianchu than to follow me?" Gong Ou asked, staring down at her. “……” When Xiaonian looked at him in shock, how could he ask her that? "Is it happier to follow him than to follow me?" Gong Ou stares at her directly. "Answer me." When small read of long eyelashes light quiver, stupidly looking at Gong ou. She can explain her pure relationship with mu qianchu to anyone, but she can't explain him so clearly. Because she heard a hint of compromise in what he said. How hard it is to let a paranoid compromise. "Answer me! Does it take that long to think about? " Gong Ou stares at her aggressively and asks in a hoarse voice. When Xiaonian sat there, her long hair flew gently with the breeze. For a long time, she whispered, "I dare not say how happy I can be with qianchu, but it must be peaceful." Calm. She just needs peace. Well, she can't be hurt by him any more. "When he saved you from England, you used love for him." It's not a question, Gong said. He has already confirmed it. In such a time of desperation and pain, she hated him to the bone, and mu qianchu saved her. The contrast between the two is certainly moving. Oh. He can't even compare with mu qianchu, and he, even in this matter, would like to thank mu qianchu. It was mu qianchu who took her out of the tower. "I am very grateful to him." When small read edge mold two can say. Hearing this, Gong Ou's ears became a strong show of affection. Gong Ou's face sank, and the upper and lower rows of teeth were grinding together, hoping to crush them, and the thin lips were pressed tightly. "When Xiaonian, if I let you and qianchu together now, can I still win the last gratitude from you?" Gong Ou asked, he said this sentence extremely difficult, the voice from the throat more hoarse. No hate. There is no love. It's good to be grateful, isn't it? “……” When Xiaonian sat there stunned and looked at him unbelievably. Her eyes like this became expectation in Gong Ou's eyes. Gong Ou made a mockery of himself, hooked up his lips and quickly converged his smile. His black eyes stared at her dead, "you can't think!" “……” Shixiaonian can't adapt to his attitude today. "Don't forget, we have a break-up contract. You have to be in love in two years!" Gong Ou stares at her. I know "Just know!" Gong Ou stares at her, stands up abruptly from the steps, and pace in place for a few steps, which seems to be very uncomfortable. The steps are a bit messy. “……” When small read silently low head. Suddenly, the voice of Gong Ou's decision sounded in the air, "make me another meal!"